Psalm 6
My early thought on reading through the Psalms is that I can best understand them if I can put them into my own life. Yes, I can see applications in David’s life – his enemies, his confidence in deliverance, etc., but his prayers are often less relevant to me. But this morning’s Psalm 6 squarely got my attention.
I’ve had shoulder problems (rotator cuff) for a number of years – one of those four tendons attached to my shoulder bone is torn loose and another is damaged. I am disinclined to go through shoulder surgery like Bruce did last year and I’ve been treating it (mostly successfully) with daily physical therapy and cortisone shots two or three times a year. My last cortisone shot on 11/30 “promised” me relief for some four to six months. Then I fell on a frosty hill on December 23 and landed on that bad shoulder. The pain and the restricted movement that the cortisone relieves came back immediately. It made for a difficult Christmas season for me. Although time and light PT help, I can’t get another cortisone shot until the end of February so I have to work through it. The pain problem is most acute at night when I’m trying to sleep. Last night was particularly bad. So verse 2b and 6b both spoke to me this morning: …heal me, O LORD, for my bones are troubled… [and] …every night I flood my bed with tears…
Continuing, I also fully related to verse 9: The LORD has heard my plea; the LORD accepts my prayer. My first thought when I fell and felt the pain and the severely restricted movement was that the surgery that I had been avoiding was now inevitable. However, Carol (my personal prayer warrior) and I have prayed through it and I’m back to that “old normal”. The pain is mostly light and the movement range is mostly back, though still somewhat restricted. I’m praying that I can still avoid the surgery. But some nights…! I would appreciate the rest of you praying with me for this issue.