Matthew 26:36-56
Today we begin Jesus’ Passion – it starts with His praying to His Father and His arrest in the Garden of Gethsemane. Each of the Gospels reports on this Garden and Jesus’ arrest, but John does not include Jesus’ prayer with His Father.
As He arrived in the Garden, He took forward with Him the three disciples (Peter, James, and John) that He had chosen for special occasions at least two other times – His Transfiguration and His healing of Jairus’ daughter. That is, Jesus knew that He would be going through this terrible ordeal so He brought forward His three closest disciples so that He might gain strength from their support. Alas, their failure to stay awake and be with Jesus is a sad event.
So I put myself there along with Peter, James, and John. They nod off to sleep. Do I join them or do I stay awake for Jesus? Maybe they had too much wine at that Passover meal? Did I? Or maybe they were just tired from a long day? And me? Tired? Always, it seems! But too tired to stay awake with Jesus? Like Peter, James, and John? Alas, their failure is my failure. All too often I’ve been too tired to “stay awake” with Jesus – for whatever He is asking me to do. Carol recalls a Bible Study back in Texas when one of her friends soundly declared that these three disciples were failures, that there was no way that he would have slept after Jesus asked him to stay awake. I wish I had that kind of conviction in my life, but I think I would have fallen asleep.
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